At the moment I feel like my life is working against me and there is not much I can do to change the way things are.
I feel like the choices made by my sons are a little hard for me to deal with but I have realized through this situation that it doesn’t matter how tough my life seems to be, it is up to me to take steps to help me find peace and happiness and that is just what I am doing.
It is so easy for me to feel life is unfair and things just shouldn’t be happening the way that they are but if I can take some steps to make myself feel better that is all I can do for now.
It was a beautiful sunny day here today and I went for a walk and a swim. It was very peaceful and refreshing and made me feel a whole lot better.
When I give my power away to what is bringing me down it feels like it is crippling and it is easy for me to let it stop me from doing what I need to do but I have found in the past that the worst things that can happen to me can cause me to be my strongest self and the more I can allow my life to flow with out trying to control it then the better it seems to go.
Children can be a blessing and my sons have been until fairly recently and it seems that we have some more work to do together so that we understand each other at a whole new level.
I have always lived by the belief that everything in life is for growth and learning so that is all I know how to “do” life.
I hope that you enjoy the video and I look forward to writing for you again soon.